The Winner Letter of My Heart Journal & My Response Letter

Dear Reader,

Thank You for Being Here Now. Please enjoy The Letter that won My Heart Journal, and My Response Letter:

Emil’s Letter

My Declaration of Platonic Love

Dearest A.,

You may not know it, but I remember when I first saw you – online with all the other people. You stood out because I witnessed how your heart talked even from the first page.

I liked your heart and what I imagined it contained because I truly believed in it – unlike that majority who with their charm falsify the world around them.

And I believe that there’s something there hidden beneath ocean’s of depth – in your radiating being, where I may someday find peace for this lofty anxiety that has plagued me for just about a generation.

It is indeed like those stories. It will not leave me alone, has become part of this sorry being – that I call my walking corpse.

What you must know most about me is this: how I long to break away from basically everything. And find solace and hope in early, innocent beginnings. That is what is in this shattered soul.

Yet in the midst of this hellish condition – the break from Paradise – there are people out there who with the charity of their simple being…. heals others without saying a word. Like a miracle your rain keeps falling down on me.

With this letter know that I coil with my admiration. Never stop being who you are(!) And if you were a flower in the fields I would water you, protect you, nourish you.

Much love,
Emil

My Response

Dear Emil,

Thank You from The Bottom of My Heart for Your Letter, it means so much to me! It means The World. It stands like the Living Proof that I am fulfilling My Life Purpose. The Life Purpose I spent years running away from. Until That Final Rock Bottom.

I know quite well how it is like to be in the hellish condition you describe. Having run away from My Life Purpose for years, out of Fear, I eventually became eaten away by Depression and Anxiety. I know quite well how it’s like to have the Dementors haunt you, when you haven’t yet found Your Wand to cast Expecto Patronum on them. And I don’t know which is worse, that hellish condition or PTSD, with the Heart Incoherence, Emotional Dysregulation, Insomnia, Loss of Appetite, Unbearable Flashbacks that keep you from Being Present and Enjoying Your Life. And I also know, that when traumas become series of trauma after trauma, there’s C-PTSD, which sucks, really.

I also know, that when in these conditions, I fell on my knees and prayed. Truly, from My Heart. For The Way Out. For Freedom. And My Prayers were answered. I received A Course In Miracles. And The Finances I needed for El Camino de Santiago. And The Finances I needed to buy all the materials I needed to Create The Art that Healed Me. To Create and Sustain This Website. To start fulfilling My Life Purpose.

And it is through Your Letter, Your Platonic Love and Your Support that I now know that The Work I am doing touched You as it was meant to, and I can only Thank You for letting me know!

I’m so happy My Heart Journal is on its Way to You Now! I believe it will help you create beautiful new Chapters in Your Life, and I’m so looking forward to continuing this Conversation after You have received it.

From My Heart To Your Heart,
With All The Love,
A.

P.S. In no way do I want to imply that my Life is now perfect and void of issues and challenges, because I still do have them. Nor that I have become a Zen Master. I just do the best I can every day, and it’s great to hear that my Work contributed to Your Life.